nightwalker

well.. i attempted to go to bed at a DECENT TIME last night.. but i probably didn't fall asleep until 1 or 2. as i was ATTEMPTING to fall asleep- it came to me that this job just might work with my sleep schedule seeing as it's 4th shift (i think) and overnight duty. they wouldn't have to worry about me sleeping on the job seeing as i have a hell of a time trying to fall asleep the way it is (it doesn't help that my fuckin cpap machine turns off after like 2 minutes by itself a lot of the time). so.. maybe i found my calling? we'll see when i have the interview in like 30 minutes. IT'S SO GREAT HAVING A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY AND APNEA! i wish everyone could go through the shit i do in order to fall asleep! half the fuckin time i have to go through the day WITHOUT concerta to energize me. which i'm pretty sure now is one of those times because i've been more tired than usual and i don't remember taking a small, long pill in the morning for like over a week now. my "epilepsy" or tbi can't be that bad anymore if i haven't had a seizure in at least 10-15 yrs. my body must've adapted to it naturally from being so tired or something. i gotta go to my interview now.